Brynn Duerdan's Self Discovery Story

 
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“Some things you’re not letting happen right now because the timing isn’t perfect for you. Some you’re not letting happen because you are very aware of where you are. But all things, as they are happening, are happening in perfect order. And if you will relax and begin saying, “Everything in its perfect time. Everything is unfolding. And I’m enjoying where I am now, in relationship to where I’m going. Content with where I am, and eager for more,” That is the perfect vibrational stance.” - Abraham Hick

This is a quote that has been defining me and my situation lately. Timing is a funny thing. I look back at my life and see that things have happened when they needed to. I graduated college in May and have since entered the fun new phase of trying to find a job. This process is one that I started back in October, I was unhappy with my current situation and was ready for change. In fact, I was craving it. Yet here I am ten months later still looking.

This process had taught me more patience and humility than I even thought possible. I am a big picture person, I look forward to what is next and I don’t like being told to wait. Graduating college was the hardest thing I have ever done. It took me six years and a few failed classes to get there but I did. It is so easy to have the mindset of moving on to what is next and that is why I love that quote everyday is a process and I am learning to be “content with where I am, and eager for more”.

Everyday is a learning process.

We have to take it one day at a time.

I am a freaking college graduate and there are a lot of people who can’t say that. I get to celebrate that for more than just a few months. Just because I haven’t found a new job yet, does not mean I am any less awesome than I am right this very second. I am learning to grow during this time. To trust in things bigger than me. Which is why I’m so grateful to have found Be Bona Fide when I did. It popped onto my Instagram feed about a year ago and was just the message I needed to hear. To be my real and authentic self and to do so at a time when hearing another no from another job breaks me more than I thought it would. But I am enough. I am me. I have done some big things and I am going to do a lot more. “But all things, as they are happening, are happening in perfect order. And if you will relax and begin saying, “Everything in its perfect time.”