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I got the blood results back yesterday, on Feb 9th. Negative. I wasn't surprised, though. Despite my best efforts to not cheat, I couldn't stand not taking a test! I did hold off a long time, though. I took a pregnancy test on Saturday at it was negative and also took another one on Monday and it was negative. However, you still hold out a little hope for the blood draw. A miracle even.

Yesterday was hard. Of course I'm sad with the negative results! How could I not be? How could I not shed tears and wonder "why?" How could I not be upset?  So much was invested in this emotionally, financially. So many people have sacrificed to help us. Praying for us, getting kids off the bus until Dan got home from work, bringing things by, fasting and praying...